My Defender, My Jesus

I can't explain all the amazing things God has been working in Jeff and my life. I know without a shadow of doubt that I do not deserve all the things he has done. I am a sinner and fall short of his glory but through it all he continues to bless and defend me. He never ceases to amazing me.

All you need is Prayer

Recently I had a friend from the past contact me. She was one of my best friends in High school, but when we went to college we took very different paths. We remained friends and I asked her to be in my wedding. Shortly after the wedding she took me off Facebook. Weird such a small thing but today means so much. I was a little shocked because I felt that if anyone would be mad it would be me. She was not there for me when I needed her, yet I tried to talk to her and ask her what was going on. I knew she was in a very different place than me. I explained to her I was a phone call away. I knew that their was nothing I could do for my friend. I gave it all to the lord!

A year past and I got a text explaining she wanted to talk to me. I graciously said that sounded great, even with the little apprehension that I had.  When I began talking to her, she explained her coming to the lord and as she was praying she felt God telling her to call me and apologize. As she explained this tears ran down my face. My Lord in Heaven cared so much about me that he was my defender. It touched me so deeply because it was not something my heart was hurting over, it was not an apology that I needed but my father cared enough to let me know he will ALWAYS defend me and love me. WOW! This is the second time this has happen for me. A friend coming to me with an apology from GOD!!! I was so fortunate to hangout with my friend that same weekend and discuss our lives, where we have been and where we are going!!!

 Bridesmaids

To give everything to God is a daily challenge but when you do know that he will deliver, defend and love you more than another human ever can. I cannot say that it didn't hurt when my friends turned their backs on me and I can't say I thought about from time to time but when that happened I would remind myself of Gods promise! 

My Forever Friend