Sitting home alone yet again. I never knew how hard this year was going to be till it started. Thinking about not getting to spend time with him till next Sunday is depressing. Despite that we have been very fortunate fot the City of Cheyenne to pay for Jeff to go to paramedic school. A year long intensive course that will provide him with many opportunities for growth in his career.
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| Jeff doing what he loves! |
The schooling requires a lot of Jeff. He has class Monday-Thursday from 6pm-10pm plus occasional Saturdays. Which wouldn't be so bad if I didn't work Mon-Fri 8-4. He has about 50-100 pages of reading a day plus homework. He is also working which means he is gone for 24 hours three days a week. With at least one weekend day working. On top of all that he will be starting clinicals soon (12hr sifts). Which of coarse he will have to do on his days off. Finally this summer he will be leaving to texas for two and half months...
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| He will be in Austin, Texas |
I continually remind myself it is for the best... better now than later, yet I lay in bed wishing he was next me, I eat dinner wishing for him to be there with me. Sometimes I wonder where I fit in his highly demanding life. We just bought a house and now I am alone in it minus my two dogs. I don't know what I would do without them!!!
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| Teo and Lia Sleeping in the Car! |
I am looking forward to this year going fast. I am looking forward to having my husband all to myself. Until then I will support him, pray for him and be there when he needs me!
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