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Showing posts with label Marriage. Show all posts

Saturday, July 16, 2011

Today I Remember...

Here is to two years of marriage and 75 mores.

I remember the rehearsal, waking up early with nerves, laying in the bath thinking about everything I still needed to do.

I remember waking up the day of our wedding completely relaxed and confident in him. I remember arriving at the Tapestry House, hiding in the car until you went inside.


I remember getting ready. 

I remember putting on the most beautiful dress I have ever worn.


I remember peering through the window as the ceremony started. I remember holding onto my dads arm as the doors flew open. I remember the moment my eyes met yours.

I remember seeing your eyes fill and your lip quiver, I could not keep my eyes off you.

I remember smiling uncontrollably at the prospect of our future.

I remember laughing at the irony of your grandfather words "protect your wife" as a bee founds it way to my hair. You stood their oblivious.

I remember holding your hands and not letting go.

I remember taking communion, and you drinking all the grape juice!

I remember praying.


I remember our first kiss.

I remember walking down the aisle as Mrs. Sather for the first time.


 I remember cutting the cake.



I remember our first dance.

I remember you, the best decision of my life.


That day was the beginning to something amazing. You are my best friend, my protector, my provider, my comfort, my husband.


Sunday, February 6, 2011

My Single Married Life...

Sitting home alone yet again. I never knew how hard this year was going to be till it started. Thinking about not getting to spend time with him till next Sunday is depressing. Despite that we have been very fortunate fot the City of Cheyenne to pay for Jeff to go to paramedic school. A year long intensive course that will provide him with many opportunities for growth in his career.

Jeff doing what he loves!


The schooling requires a lot of Jeff. He has class Monday-Thursday from 6pm-10pm plus occasional Saturdays. Which wouldn't be so bad if I didn't work Mon-Fri 8-4. He has about 50-100 pages of reading a day plus homework. He is also working which means he is gone for 24 hours three days a week. With at least one weekend day working. On top of all that he will be starting clinicals soon (12hr sifts). Which of coarse he will have to do on his days off. Finally this summer he will be leaving to texas for two and half months...

He will be in Austin, Texas

I continually remind myself it is for the best... better now than later, yet I lay in bed wishing he was next me, I eat dinner wishing for him to be there with me. Sometimes I wonder where I fit in his highly demanding life. We just bought a house and now I am alone in it minus my two dogs. I don't know what I would do without them!!!

Teo and Lia Sleeping in the Car!
I am looking forward to this year going fast. I am looking forward to having my husband all to myself. Until then I will support him, pray for him and be there when he needs me!